hardships...

In the last month, I've had a lot of time to consider my life. As far as things go, I'm not in terribly good shape. First of all, I have a lot of money troubles, and a lot of grade issues. But that's not been the biggest problem, I've had that for the past two years. The worst thing for me is that I'm gradually separating from all my friends. When you're an extrovert like I am, it's a hard thing to go through. To make things worse, I've been acting like an ass this semester.. which drives people off even more. I'm not going to say it's not difficult, it is. I wish people could be patient with me, but you can't expect it.
So the question is, what am I going to do with all my problems? I guess I'm going to run away and start over. My plan is to blow this popsicle stand and go back to Syracuse. I'll go to OCC for a semester, and head off to Chicago for the next couple of years. It's all I can really think of to do right now, perhaps if I go to a new place I'll be able to turn things around.. we shall see. For now, I'm going to make the next month and a half an experience to remember.